October 2011
violent thoughts and imagination are so gr8.
and how much i am in desperate need for a larger room and internet access in my room,
and how much i want my eyes to not be the size of a god damn water balloon after crying,
and how much i need money because im broke as shit,
and how much i want to get over with trying to learn how to drive,
and how much i want to gain some weight,
and how much i want to know what to do with life now,
and how much i do not want to do homework right now,
and how much i hate working with others,
and how much i dislike my lab partner in chemistry,
and how much i dislike my group partner in english,
and how much i hate everyone else,
and how much i want to commit some homicide,
and how much i want to smash her face on the concrete and spit on her corpse.
I sometimes realize how much tumblr/people/everything gets me mad from time to time.
I’m so pissy half the time. why am i like this °︵°
Ridiculous.
I really just want someone to talk to, to listen, and tell them about all of my problems with no bias opinions. These bottled up thoughts and feelings are eating me alive.
I am so damn tired of all the negative shit about skinny girls on tumblr. I am so damn close on going off on the next person who makes a negative comment on weight of girls. It is an outrage when people say “why would you want to be like that? Skinny is not beauty. Skinny girls are whores” Choosing your weight is YOUR personal preference. And who likes to be insulted? Some people don’t choose to be at the weight they are at now. There is also absolutely no reason at all to point out that you are unattractive to boys, or that you are not beautiful. Personally, degrading people about their weight is one of the lowest things you you ever possibly do.
